I’m an introvert and I’m okay

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    1. I missed the HuffPo article you mention. It’s better than the one I saw. I also like that it includes a link to the old Atlantic article from 2003, “Caring for Your Introvert.” That one was something of an epiphany for me, as I’d been unable to explain to a sister why her being shy did not make us alike. She’s always had a million friends, knows everyone in town, etc. She may be shy, but she’s definitely not an introvert.

  1. PiedType!!!! Hello friend! We relate! I read that article, too, and I just mentioned being an introvert in something I was writing. Extroverts don’t understand. We love people. We do. But parties and big gatherings wear us out. We need quiet time, time to think.
    And I am also shy, though I put on a good show. Meeting new people is painful…
    Here’s an another article you might like: http://www.nytimes.com/2013/08/25/opinion/sunday/im-thinking-please-be-quiet.html?nl=todaysheadlines&emc=edit_ee_20130825&_r=0

    1. You’re so right. Most extroverts I’ve known just don’t get it.

      Love the NYT article. If noise is of my own making, it’s fine. But noise I can’t control or get away from makes me crazy. It does exactly what the article says — distracts, impairs concentration, causes the adrenaline to pump, blood pressure to spike, blood vessels to constrict, stress hormones to rise. Employers who dump everyone into “open work environments” are obviously clueless.

  2. i recently discovered this about myself and it explains a lot, thought i was an extrovert, but realize now why i need my alone time to regenerate my energy.

    1. It helps to understand that you need time alone. It helps even more if and when the extroverts around us understand and give us the space we need. Treasure those who do.

  3. Good post, PT. I can relate. I was an introvert until my last year in high school when I became otherwise by sheer will power and the help of a couple of intellectual adults. My wife had a similar experience. But deep down we never actually changed. What does that make us? Beats me. But shyness runs in my genes, in my wife’s and in my children’s. Nature or nurture, always in dynamic tension. It’s the eternal conundrum of self awareness and the puzzle of free will. If free will is not real, it is a process so complex that it is indistinguishable from the real thing. IMHO.

    1. As one or more of the articles points out, introverts can and often do act like extroverts. Modern society in general demands it. The modern workplace expects it. But the innate preference or tendency toward introversion never really changes, as you point out. It’s a basic personality type (see Myers-Briggs). It’s a relief to be retired and not have to spend every day pretending to be the extrovert I’m not. Doing so was extremely stressful.

  4. I’ve suspected for some time that the blogging community (or at least the portion that we’re drawn to) self-selects for introverts. It’s a medium that allows for connection without the normal distraction.
    If you read my page “On Solitude” (http://gusgus64.wordpress.com/memos/), there’s a great quote in there from Anthony Storr (last full paragraph).
    Don’t see anything wrong with navel-gazing… it’s part of knowing thyself as the Ancient Greek aphorism advises. 😉

    1. That’s a wonderful quotation. When I read things like that, I know I would like that person, that I’d enjoy being with that person. We could enjoy things together without having to speak. And yet we’d both understand.

  5. They say great artists have eyes set out on the edge of their skulls – they can see more and thus are more observant, so can do art better. I wonder if introverts and shy people don’t have extra sensors in their skin that makes them more aware of other people. I ran across a book in college that was I was in college that was similar to these article – it saved my life. Just to be told shyness was normal.
    I do fine in situations where I do presentation/trainings/sales as it’s a role/”stage” I can step into easily. But my sales style is very quiet and low key when one on one – which surprisingly customers like – they never felt pushed into anything – it was more of friends chatting thing. (So shy people, do not avoid sales – you may be very good at it.)
    Too many people stick too many labels and shove people into “disorders.” Seriously. I know some do it to get special treatment by schools and such, but if you go with that idea, EVERYONE has something (and actually they do). So the definition of “normal” changes.
    Love your post. Just a delight to be around a nice quiet bunch…who don’t mind if I sit over here and smile and observe…

    1. It really helped me to read some definitive stuff on introversion and understand that not enjoying large groups of people does not mean there’s something wrong with me or that I’m some kind of antisocial wingnut. But I still don’t handle it very well when extroverts fail to understand that. It’s easier to withdraw than to keep taking hits on my self-esteem and self-confidence.

  6. My husband and I were both happy together introverts for years and then he died. Now I am an introvert alone and that has put me more in the spotlight of friends and family because I don’t get out enough and do things they say.

    What I have “done” since the last time I have seen them is not counted as doing anything. This is an adjustment I am having to work through and had not foreseen— just thoughts –thanks for topic–

    1. I had a similar problem with my family after my 2003 divorce. It’s taken time, but for the most part they now seem to understand that I’m happy alone and that I don’t have to be out and about “doing something” in order to be content.

    1. Aye, there’s the rub. An introvert (me, anyway) keeps looking within, trying to analyze his or her feelings. Picking at them, turning them, examining and reexamining. Am I truly happy alone like this? Or am I alone because I feel inadequate in the presence of others?

      1. I am a weird combination of shy and outgoing. I like people, but don’t really want to spend time with them. I like to call people and say, ‘we should do something together… sometime…’

      2. With me it would be a matter of someone else calling me and saying “we should do something together” and me saying “sure … sometime.” I didn’t get that “outgoing” gene.

    1. LOL. Wish they’d make those online tests answerable with our mystical magical computers. Seems a crime to still have to pick up a pencil to keep track of our answers. (No, I didn’t bother.) And pat yourself on the back. I’d never heard the word “listicle.” I hope it dies the quick painful death it deserves.

      1. The article Pandionna linked to was both funny and interesting PT. And speaking of “secret narcissists masquerading as sensitive introverts,” I have to ask if the title you chose for this post was intended to remind us of this song…


        Because that’s what I think of every time I get a new comment notice in my email! 😆

      2. LOL. No, I don’t recall ever seeing that. I was influenced mostly by the title of the 1967 best-selling pop psych book, “I’m OK, You’re OK” and secondarily by the image at the end of the post.

  7. Amen, PT. I need to turn away and be by myself regularly. The Summer hols are a challenge because it is six weeks without pause or time aone. One feels thin towards the end.

    1. It’s always tough for anyone with a busy family to find “me time.” I used to have the same problem, although the fall and winter social seasons seemed worse than the summers.

      1. I’m glad that you get along well! I wish that I could say that about our relationship…my son is so far away and usually exhausted on the weekends when we get a chance to talk..so of course he doesn’t open up much.

      2. Times change. People change. And your son may not always be far away or exhausted on weekends. Just be patient and keep those communication channels open. (Apologies if I sound like “Dear Abby.”)

  8. Tried to share a cute Myers-Briggs chart – cannot attach it, sigh. Have scored INTP, ISTJ, INTJ, INFP – consistently through the years; not likely to ever make it to the E side! Sure that is why I was never tapped for supervisor/leadership positions. Being an “I” is why I love the mountains so much; few(er) people to mess things up on trails. (My comments by phone haven’t been posting lately, so decided to try another source)

    1. I’ve always tested either INFJ or INTJ. That perfectly reflects my lifelong decision-making dilemma — whether to follow my heart (F) or my head (T). And I agree about the mountains. Nobody there to yap in your ear and spoil the serenity — and yet the mountains speak to us constantly. One has but to listen.

      Another reader has reported trouble when trying to post comments. He gets the message “Sorry, this comment could not be posted.” Is that what happens to you?

      And you aren’t alone with that image problem. Several other readers and yours truly have also failed to embed images in comments.

      1. No, I don’t get a message. It appears to have gone, grayed out and in smaller font, but then the post still shows the same # of replies, and sure enough, mine never shows up. has been maybe 4 or 5 times over the past couple of wks. I am on my phone now… fingers crossed–

  9. Love it! I’m an introvert who can sometimes pass as an extrovert which is very hard to explain to people. I can only do it in bursts and then have to get quiet for a while. It’s not anti-social, because I want to be social. Just can’t do it all the time. Introverts unite! (Just not all at once)

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